Letter To Heaven

If I could, I’d walk up to heaven. Or maybe, I’d write You a letter.
I’d tell you all about the pains.
I’d tell you all about the tears. I’d tell you about my silent screams.
I’d tell you about the times all I did was  watch the day merge into night and   night back into day. And days rolled into weeks. I don’t have to though. You were there.
During the darkest nights when I couldn’t go on, You were there.  You held me and I didn’t even know it. If I could, I’d walk up to heaven. If I could, I’d write You a letter. I can’t walk up to heaven. Neither can I send that letter. This would just have to do.
I’m writing to say Thank You! 
You really knew the end from the beginning.
Thank You for bringing me through it all.

Thank You!